happy 25th of December! :)))))

thank you, EVERYONE! :D it's been a long time! now i've got the chance to blog again. YEHEYY~ *insert firework here* kidding aside, many readers have already complained because, i am not blogging anymore. (rowwdavoat!) hmm, i can not run down the things that happened to me the past few months! mo dretso nlng ko sa....... CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! :))

ALTIS CLAN!!!! ♥

spent the Christmas with them. YEHEYYYY! ~ the best Christmas eve evuuur.

as in the BEST jud kaayo. :)) si Lord lng jud nasayud sa amo situation this year, but still...

He made this day special! Thank you LORD :D 

I know you will always be there whenever, wherever. ♥

pakaaaaals~ NOMNOM :3

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!

knus'a bgud na nawala? :)

bsan pa siguro gipit na kayo, people will stay find way to prepare food.

bongga or just a simple celebration, WAI KASO!

bsta kay, HAPPY ANG LIFE :D

as the night goes onward.. nagpabuyag pud mi.

played games with cousins! :D

pangita diay kaayo kung sobra ka puti ba? WAHAHA! :D

oi, wa nako nag apil sa picture kay nabusy ko atiman sa akong pes!

akong pes nga nabul'it sa HARINAAAA! 

lantawa ragud nahhh! XDDDD

yuckness overloaad :D

The smiles on our faces, the laughter that would leave us coughing up, and of course.. the genuine happiness that we had shared, would never be bought with money! That would probably be the best gift for Christmas! :D

and speaking of gift..

YES! 

TADAAAA! thank you, thank you! :)

it's not really about the gift I received. it's about GIVING and SHARING!

eeeeeeeeeeeeh :">

"“Presents are made for the pleasure of who gives them, not the merits of who receives them.”
― Carlos Ruiz Zafón, The Shadow of the Wind"

 A M E N ! 

Let us always remember and never forget the true essence of Christmas..

the LOVE of a family! :) ♥

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :))

college, im coming --"

Busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! I will be busy in a while because I have to work my ass out. --, Dili sayon mag enroll nga ikaw ra isa ug wai uban ginikanan! I have to be independent this time. Dili na ta salig sa ato ginikanan para ubanan ta magpa enroll. Woooooot~ XD College... college... college..

Thaaaaank you Internet for providing me THESE..

for ADMISSION.

i still have to work with my NSO birth certificate.
authenticated ehh. --" XDDD

tapos the medical and dental check up -.-

HAAAYNAKU!!

tapos may interview2 thingy pa. TSSK!

FOR ENROLLMENT.

come what mayyy. bahala nani!

CHARARAT BOOM!!! -.-

sige lang. AJAAAAA! :))))

kaya too.. malalaki na kami. HAHAHAHA!

kasama ko naman sila...

HAHAHA! dili jod ni boring.

LINGAW NI XDDD

KAYA TO! :D

bcos im in love :">

When you are in love, the world seems like a great place to live in. Love has that effect on everyone. Life seems worthy of living and fate seems more giving. Being in love is therefore one of the most enriching and precious experiences of one's life. Because I'm  in Love nga... ♥

I SUPER REMEMBER THIS.

Set A Subject nga DUT atong 3rdyr pako :))

kay humana nmn kog solve.

ang akong scratch paper sa GEOMETRY! 

HAHAHAHA :">> :))))) ILOVE HIM EH.

1st monthsary :))))

ako pa nang libre ani aii, sa MCDO! :D

pero karuun? TANAN NA ATA, gina hatag na niya sa ako!

ganun nia ako ka loove :)))) ASEEEEY! ü

I'M VERY THANKFUL! the luckiest girl in the world :))

this.. :"> SO SWEET!

oh diba? he was carrying my dextrose! :"))

that's so sweet kaya noh. XD

this was the time nga gi operahan ko and he visited. :)

in sickness and in health, teh? :DDD

siya pinaka late ni uli sa tanan visitors xDDD

PERO WAIT! kini sa ta. 

this was our first picture together.

AS IN, FIRST JOD! XD

ug... dili pa kami ani.

practices sa JUICY! where everything STARTED. :))

ASEEEY. the rest is HISTORY :DD

Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well.

BECAUSE I JUST LOVE MY PROMDATE ♥

YES! :")))))

OOPS. sobra na ko na share.. WELL, kulang pa sya actually.

will post mooooore of our stories.

KAPOS SA PICTURES EH! HMMMP. Kainis.

WELL, this isn't bad nahh. BSTA! 

ILOVEHIM! :))))

Kent Vincent Adubal. ♥

it's to infinity and beyond.. ♥

you know what's hard?

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

Many people find it difficult to stay in one relationship for a very long time yet alone a long distance relationship. Long distance relationships in my view are the hardest to keep intact than any other types of relationships. Whether its interracial or interfaith relationships, it is a proven fact that the most difficult relationship to keep from falling apart are the long distance relationships.

You know what's hard? Because, HE'S THERE..

at chicago, illinois..

AWAY FROM ME!

and I AM HERE..

in the PHIL!

AWAY FROM HIM!

YES. naa japon communication pero..

what if your conversations permi kai in'ani??

diba, ouch? :((((

YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING!

you just want to..

HUG HIM.

yet, you just CAN'T! :(((

let him KISS YOU!

yet, he just can't do it!!

WHY? BECAUSE HE'S FAR AWAY FROM YOU!!

I JUST WANNA BE WITH HIM!

but, we just cant be together! :(((

THE SAD AND UGLY TRUTH!!

Baby, though space restraint us from being together, but one thing I am sure of, there are no spaces in my heart that restraining me from loving you... I MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY!! :((((((

Because, I just LOVE...

Kent Vincent Adubal. ♥

FOREVER FOURTEEN.

16th :')

"Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional"

~Chili Davis

There always come a happy day in a year no matter who you are, what you are doing. It's decorated with guaranteed happiness, love, fun and memories. The best is yet to come. A birthday is a first day of another journey of 365 days under the sun, so one must enjoy it. =)


20th of April and I will be turning 16. Plans? A lot but, I don't know how to accomplish it all. In fact, I just want to celebrate it with HIM.

KENT ADUBAL ♥

Yeah, I want it to celebrate with that guy over there.

But, the problem is.. He's at CHICAGO ILLINOIS. :((

TOO BAD! This birthday would be soo.. NVM :D

But, having him not on my side is not a hindrance to not continue my plans on my big day! :) I would be turning 16 noh, and that would be very significant to me. So, kay wala mana siya sa ako birthday.. Sila nalang akong ubanun :)))

the original BAYOTS.

btw, transgender na sila! HAHAHAHA.

THE GAAAAAANG! they're just a text away :))

Well, I still have them! What a celeb would it be if kami ra tulo mag uban? Hmmmm, I can picture it out nah! ü But the problem is.. I DONT HAVE PENNIES! How am I suppose to have a blast if wa koi kwarta? Kasi nga yung pera ko.. Nasa taong ito..

LOUISE REH! :) "ESPREN"

naa sa iya akong kwarta!

Yeah! Naa sa iya akong kwarta. PERO! Dili japon na hindrance noh.. What shall we do on my birthday? Having soooo many plans pero, I don't have pennies nga. Don't think bad ha? PENNIES ARE MONEY! Yeah, they are. :))) Hmmmmm, what shall we do??

But, diba mas nice siya pag sila lahat kasama mo?

With your family pa. Pero, BAHALA NA!

I WILL MAKE MY DAY MEMORABLE.

YEAH~! I'm back :))

I'm back from a busy life! :) I've never had time to update my blog because of my hectic scheds at school and the rest is history.. Summer's in and I'm back to blogging. Gonna post some new updates with my life with my Baby, KENT ADUBAL :D ♥ Will be updating more.. :))))

"Lucky", one adjective that people used to describe me. Lucky in so many things; lucky for having my family who raised me well, gave me wealth and taught me good values. Lucky for having few but true friends who are always there beside me whenever I need them. Lucky for having these talents and skills that God has endowed me. But, what they don't know is, behind those every reason why I'm lucky for them, are undefined scrutinies.

Fake smiles, forced laughter, coughing-up punchlines.. those are just things that I am good at. Why? Because, in every smile I fake, in every laugh I force and in every punchline, that would leave you coughing-up, that I crack is a story. An indefinite story. In the pace of life, humanity is not anymore naive about challenges and trials. We, ourselves, experience these things. All of us experience major and minor challenges in life. How we handle these struggles on a daily basis determines our physical, as well as our mental well-being. It takes only a single event to convince us we have no control over our circumstances. And I, as a student and the middle child in the family, face so many challenges. As I mentioned, I am the middle child in the family, which I find very difficult to deal with. I always feel that I'm alone, that I am left out in some points in my life. Dealing with this kind of challenge makes me wanna give up and throw up! In my own story line, which God is the writer, I do not know yet what lies ahead of me.

Being alone is a very difficult thing to deal with. I do not know why I feel this way. It seems that I am with nobody and nowhere. Yes, I am lucky for having my family who gave me wealth and financial support. In fact, I can have everything I want through money. But, I don't care about those stuff, even they're millions and billions of those, I still don't care. My concerns are, I want a family who would be always there when I need them, who would give me a tap on my shoulders whenever I achieve something and who would be satisfied about the things that I am doing. I want a family who support me morally in whatever I do for goodness sake. I want a family who would not question me about what I've done and to what I have done not. I want a family who would not bare false witnesses against me. Crucial discouragement, it upsets me actually. It makes me wanna return my life to God! It makes me think that, all that I have achieved were useless as a futile!